Tuesday, February 21, 2012

A hungry mind.

You have one,too. Don't raise an eyebrow at me.
A hungry mind's what I own right now. The kind that hears things and chews on the intricate details of conversations, the kind that reads in between the lines and has started treating that little art as a particular delicacy of its own kind, the kind that entertains the voices in it; imputed or from a source that's alien, but somehow within. 

A hungry mind is a dangerous thing. It leaves you gathering layers of presumptions, conclusions, wishful thinking like layers of fat. And it's harder than you think to get rid of it. No matter how much you exercise over the routines of shutting the brain down, a hungry mind will find fodder from ignored sources that were considered harmless. You'll be baffled at its persistence. 

A hungry mind talks to you. It tries to reason out with you and tries to put a halo around it's intentions of advocating sleepless nights. It speaks of Insomnia in a tone that nods at it being productive. 
Image courtesy: Pinterest.
Don't fall for it, the words it spells out are 'Sadistic pleasure'. 

A hungry mind breeds in your pursed lips which refuse to acquaint itself with the world. The world talks a lot, you see. And I'm sorry darling, you're a part of it. The world feels insecure about your silence, which is why you've been autographed an arrogant lad. 
Your mind's tired of being the only one talking, it craves impressions, judgement, speculation, hypothesis...but this time, not from you.




-Nil.

29 comments:

  1. Gaaaah. Fiction claims already! ;)

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  2. Almost 200! The next thing you know, I'll be at your door step with a box of laddoos in my hand =D
    And bah! What to do when you realize that maybe, just MAYBE you're slowly joining the Hungry Mind League too? =/

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  3. It tries to reason out with you and tries to put a halo around it's intentions of advocating sleepless nights. It speaks of Insomnia in a tone that nods at it being productive.

    Geez Nil, that there is my everyday story. :O That's so scary!

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  4. You. Definitely in the league. Me. not so much! lool
    Love it. (as usual)

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  5. @Ruhani: Box of laddoos bettter be a deal from you,then! I get very emotional about sweets =P
    And when you realize that teenzy little detail, you try to put on a straight face and just about write them godamn exams for now =/
    *there is no hope for 12th graders*


    @Sam: Hahha you're not alone, there Sam B somewhere over the rainbows!


    @Stuti: Can't blame me,though. Can ya :| And thankyou!
    p.s- WHATEVER happened to coming over for the weekend, you -.-

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  6. @Tithi: Uh huh. I can totally understand.=P
    and i did come to delhi. I just went till asket. =P (bt i will meet ya before The Exams!)

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  7. "A hungry mind is a dangerous thing. It leaves you gathering layers of presumptions, conclusions, wishful thinking like layers of fat. And it's harder than you think to get rid of it. No matter how much you exercise over the routines of shutting the brain down, a hungry mind will find fodder from ignored sources that were considered harmless. You'll be baffled at its persistence."

    pray that the hungriness stays away from ur little cracked heart cause if it doesnt u r in for a nightmare of a life. insanity, is the only way out then.

    loved it. u r getting better by the day!

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  8. 199! Almost there macha! The sweets be on their way! =D

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  9. LOVE! Absolutely LOOAAVE your work!

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  10. and a hungry mind sometimes weaves fictitious stories of what the world maybe, and replays them over and over in my head.
    Nice post :)

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  11. @Stuti: Sounds good!


    @Raj: Isn't a full heart insanity already? :)
    And thank you Raj, you're a little too kind, always!


    @Ruhani: Ok, you're literally PLAYING with the forces of the universe! You comment something and kaboom! THAT FRIKKIN DAY ITSELF. TWO HUNDRED! Ruhani, listen. Come over? You're going to be my personal laughing budha =)
    P.s- Laddoos! Emotional here,already =P

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  12. @Diwita: Thank you, Diwita! You've done some gorgeous writing, yourself :)



    @Tangerine: Aptly said! And thank you :)

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  13. Weeee! I bring good luck to you! =D

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  14. too kind? cant help it. i get all nice when i am around cute girls :P

    and a full heart aint sanity. a half mended one is. :)

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  15. @Ruhani: Youuuuu betchya! :D Free laddoos for you :D


    @Raj: I'd say, a full mended one :)

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  16. And what about the heart? I wonder if its hungry too. For love or faith. Or both.

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  17. eto bhetore rakshis keno? kotha bol puchke :-)

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  18. Great piece and the photograph is perfect, sometimes I wish I could take my brain out for a little while for a rest.

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  19. Thank you! :)
    And haha, don't we all? ;)

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  20. Fiction and this ? Runnnnn offff I am not believing ;-) I have a hungry mind after all :D

    But I am in love with ur words :D

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  21. Phew!!! how do you come up that ??? that was fabulous .. especially .... "A hungry mind talks to you. It tries to reason out with you and tries to put a halo around it's intentions of advocating sleepless nights. It speaks of Insomnia in a tone that nods at it being productive. Don't fall for it, the words it spells out are 'Sadistic pleasure'.".....

    gripping and worth a thought ..

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  22. Thank you, dear ladies!
    You're all highly generous with your compliments and much too kind :)

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  23. A hungry mind? From the description you give, I think I too have one, and dealing with it is no child play.

    Because the more you feed it, the hungrier it gets. And then, boom!

    Beware, experience counts here :)

    Blasphemous Aesthete

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  24. pic reminds me of hannibal lecter,
    scary in it self...

    but some where i like the post..
    nice read..

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