And they're over :)

So, after a whole year of ramblings, mood swings, friends, bunks, classes, teachers, pens, pencils, school board, charts, blackboard, broken chairs, and 'X-B' -- it's over.
The late night study hours, sleeping in the day, after 24 realizing you haven't read a word. Calling friends to figure doubts,and ending up nagging about the courses. Getting nervous when they say : "Haa?! Tera nai hua?... Jaldi kar ley.." -- Yes,I felt like shooting everyone who said that.
The epitome of frustration when my neighbor's nephew said "Yes,you have boards this year" -- I wanted to say "And you have issues figuring the obvious"
I mean, for god's sake. It was like telling me "Yes,your name is Nilanjana." 
All those phone calls from relatives,wishing me luck and stabbing me in the heart with the sweet knifes of "Oh we know you'll do so well! We're counting on you..... Though, No pressure! "
Yeah. No pressure.
Sure, fantastic.
You make the kid want to strangle herself with the whole plantet, no actually,make it all the 8 planets [yeah,no more 9 planets,remember?] counting on her.
And. No pressure.
DIE!


I remember this random lady I met at a wedding where I was doing nothing but getting bored.
We got into a random conversation and goes  : "Oh! How are you attending a marriage if you have boards?!" 
Her eyes could have totally pounced out of her sockets.
"Well,anyway,all the best."
She said. Looking disturbed.
Yes,now please go die.
I wanted to say. But oh well, I kept the nastiness to myself. Relatives wedding. Blah blah :|

All these things were the precondition of the awaited- Boards.

Now,to think they're over is just so..... Omfg. THEY'RE OVER!
After getting out of the center yesterday, I was in a state of mind that defined a satisfied happiness. I had plans with my gang. We had tonnes of plans. Movie,crashing malls,eating like pigs,Tee shirt painting,Table football,Pool,etc etc. And I kept tweeting "Guys. Boards over." every 5 minutes.
It was crazy fun. I mean,there was a different sense of partying knowing that sense of freedom that you don't have books to get back to for quite a while.
When I got back,I went out again with a bunch of friends. Went to a studio to hear friends play,then coffee. That was a cherry on the cake. Loved the day,simply.

Then,I got back.
And I realized.. I don't have anything to do. 


WTF?!


Uhm. So I tried busying myself with useless things. After a point of time,being online irritated me. So I signed out. Watched Tv. Read a book. Blah blah. Yada yada.
What now?

So,I'm guessing it's going to be like this for a while.
But then again,it's me. So,I'm so sure I'll figure some odd way to do some odd thing and just get crazy.
But hell I'm going to miss 10tg grade!
There were a bunch of #$*($($#@$$ in my class who I wish a rotten hell :)
Butttt there were friends who I'll miss fooling around with during class.

Dang it.
11th grade already?! :O

But oh well. What the hell. I just hope it's as amazing as the year that just ended.
And yes,
to all my teachers in 11th grade......................

Buck up,ladies and gentlemen.
The student is on her way >:D

P.s--to all the guys who're done with boards, a call is all it takes to bang a party on! ;)
and to others -- ^Ditto! ;)
I'm game, whatsoever :D

Love!
-Nil.