It's been a strange night, not a quiet one in particular, not a silent night. A usual night, with every prerequisite element of normalcy. Except an epiphany;
If irony were a hint, I'd be in trouble.
What do you do when a realization of sort awaits you, like a person walking quietly to your door and is about to knock; what do you do when that realization is something you'd want to be hit with later, in future, in good time and when you're a few more days older?
That realization's waiting outside, it's presence has been realized by you, for you can see the hovering shadow of its dense existence outside the door of your acceptance.
You've had thousands of people nudge you, to think, to consider; some even spelled it out for you-- but you let it go. Why? Because the subject of that realization had dismissed its rationality. It's proof. It's...being.
And you let it go, you asked a valid fact to scoot away, so life would be easy and pleasant for the two of you, without troublesome shenanigans and you'd still be at that safe harbor, with nothing to risk, and everything gained. Almost, every thing gained.
Now, what do you do.....when the very subject of that realization nudges you to rewind and realize in the past, but doesn't ask you to alter the present and yet promises a future?
What do you do, when the only answer whispered through that door is simple; What is meant to be, will be...
While somebody, is waiting, beyond that door?
-Nil.
If irony were a hint, I'd be in trouble.
What do you do when a realization of sort awaits you, like a person walking quietly to your door and is about to knock; what do you do when that realization is something you'd want to be hit with later, in future, in good time and when you're a few more days older?
That realization's waiting outside, it's presence has been realized by you, for you can see the hovering shadow of its dense existence outside the door of your acceptance.
You've had thousands of people nudge you, to think, to consider; some even spelled it out for you-- but you let it go. Why? Because the subject of that realization had dismissed its rationality. It's proof. It's...being.
And you let it go, you asked a valid fact to scoot away, so life would be easy and pleasant for the two of you, without troublesome shenanigans and you'd still be at that safe harbor, with nothing to risk, and everything gained. Almost, every thing gained.
Now, what do you do.....when the very subject of that realization nudges you to rewind and realize in the past, but doesn't ask you to alter the present and yet promises a future?
What do you do, when the only answer whispered through that door is simple; What is meant to be, will be...
While somebody, is waiting, beyond that door?
-Nil.
Facing the person and getting ready for the things thereafter could be a good choice.
ReplyDeleteLove.
The person mirrors the the realization, which could perhaps, wait for the best?
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ReplyDeleteWell,you just lock the door and escape through the window.
Vanta, oh Vanta.
DeleteYou make life simpler!
Then again,easier said than done ^_-
DeleteAlways. Always!
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ReplyDeleteSaw! Will do real soon.
DeleteI know EXACTLY what you're talking about = )
ReplyDeleteI was pretty sure you would :)
DeleteGo through the door, I say. Yes it's going to be hard, but then if life were easy- she'd be a slut.
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SO well said. Haha yes. Going through the door, it probably would be.
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What do you do While somebody, is waiting, beyond that door?
ReplyDeletelet it go ;)
^That isn't an option :)
DeleteSlam the door on the subjects face :p
ReplyDeleteand ASK..... why is it so slow with realizations? ;)
Slow realization or not, I'm pretty sure I'm not capable of slamming the door shut on the subject's face :)
DeleteP.s- You don't fail to surprise me every time, with your sudden visits and how you perfectly understand everything.
HAHA! Well thats how i am..........I guess! ;P
Deleteand THIS is when i say and remind you "i am always around you know!" xP
I suppose what you have to do is just let it happen. Open the door and accept it, whatever it may be.
ReplyDeleteLooks like I might just have to, love.. :)
DeleteRealizations...O realizations...I so know the feeling :)
ReplyDeleteAnd it feels super good to read u after months and IM back to blogging finally so more of reading u my genius :D
Feels even better to SEE You here! You have been missed, muchly :*
DeleteAsk who, and ask it to return, oh, but do it politely, lest you may need to run after it and beg pardon. I am sure, it listens.
ReplyDeleteCheers,
Blasphemous Aesthete
It listens a bit too much, it has been listening to all my hopes and wishes for years now.
DeleteThat's the trouble, you see. I count on it, always. :)
Wooow..
ReplyDeleteI just had a flash of few thouts...
REALIZATION soooo important..
I really liked it..
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Thank you so much, Ankitha! Good to see you here after so long :)
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