Wednesday, October 7, 2009

It's all jammed right there, in the brain.

It's one of those nights when you are fidgety beyond human nature.. Because you want to do so much about so many things and people but all you can do is sit and think about it. You have ample of time to think about it, the innovations, the ideas, the opinions that scream in your mind, and that very ample amount of time makes you feel frustrated within each and every part,organ,tissue,vain of your body. It makes you want to scream and shout. Shout and let people know that the nature of things and people are not every time what the text books say. They're not what something that can only be defined by "intellectual brains of the highest capacity". And then Period. Nothing before it, nothing beyond it. Said, and has to be done.

Guys, there's an entourage of ideas and opinions inside my very brain right now. Things I want to make, create and voice. But you know what? I speak of them to 7 people, and 3 will ridicule them openly [which I'm fine with], 2 people will bitch about it behind my back [ which is just fucking annoying] and 2 last ones will appreciate it. I wish I'm wrong, I hope I am.

I have about 4 different things I want to do and work on this very moment, and heck trust me, if I'm allowed I christ WILL. But, I told you right? Everything is set already-- night is when people sleep, day is when people work. And what happens to people who want to work at time that pleases them? -- Oh they're just stupid.
Says the world.

Excuse me if I'm being too critical/synical. If you don't, I don't really care :) Your opinion will still be valued.
I agree there has to be an amount of discipline in a person's life. But what I don't understand is, WHY do people consider things to be right just because they're predefined? I mean, technology/youth/brains/chess games --- nothing is predefined! Then WHY do people get upset when things take a new way of execution? Why? Is it wrong to embrace change? Is it wrong to think different? Is it criminal to fucking shout on the road about how screwed up certain things are? Maybe to many it ain't [Thank you], and to many it is [Screw you].

Either the opinion-- critical/biased/tormented/rational/political/social --- Please voice it.
And. And. And.
Work at night and sleep at day if you want : ) And the middle finger can always help if people try to act impolite and disturb the "predefined code of conduct and language" which is mandatory to be followed.

^^ Laughing my ass off at that one.

Critical me,
Nil.